For the past 5 years I’ve lived a recurrent lifestyle, and that is the anticipation of going back to high school for the start of a new school year! I recall that I looked damn ridiculous on my first few years, wearing my baggy school uniform, carrying a fat ass bag (thanks for our education system), a fat ass water bottle, having a very symmetrical hair cut (as per picture), and carrying yet another bag containing my extra books and knick knacks. A little girl like a Christmas tree sporting fat ass decorations plus a lot of spots on her face to cap it all off. Spots that erupts like a volcano once it’s cooked.
Time, girl instinct, vanity and laziness got me to change my appearance over the years. Had medication to kill off the spots, tried all sorts of wild hairstyles, had my school uniform tailor made, had ALL my textbooks dumped into the school premises, whichever spot we could lay our hands on without letting the discipline know, hiding our boooks under the cupboard, outside the aircon vent, yada yada, uncountable funny things.
I’ve anticipated going up my school bus and bullying the new kids that just started their first year in the school, timid looking kids that eventually turned into vulgarity machines thanks to unofficial training in high school and eventually bullied us seniors back. That was wonderful. After school hours were an excitement to us. As we pass by kids on other buses, we saw them quietly minding their own businesses whilst we partied behind.
All of it has turned into a sweet memory. The ‘first’ day of school on my sixth year had me walking with a very heavy heart to the Jiao Wu Chu, to deal with my school leaving procedure. No regrets man, but seriously, who’d not carry a heavy heart to leave the place where you lurked for so long?! I love the people here, and no matter how much I hate the school politics, I still love it. That was the last ever day I got to wear my blue school uniform, which i despise yet loved so much. The irony, eh?!
Well, it’s all over after I made the decision to leave high school a year early. Now, it’s waiting for a semester to pass by, have our holidays, then wait for the next semester to come by.
But why? Why am I not feeling any anticipation? I’m not all that eager, I’m demotivated. Has the holiday been too long? I guess so. The lack of updates from the college for my school, SSSH has left me quite disappointed. No social life at all during my holidays, the only time our gang got out was to go clubbing after our exams, which I refused. Clubbing ain’t my thing, although you guys persuaded me to go but nope, better don’t. Nothing beats a good night’s rest, and to put it my darling’s way, staying at home and shaking our butts with each other is far more entertaining and a great pleasure than being in a cramped situation with unearthly loud music. No offence, gals, but sing k or a movie I shall welcome with open arms. No club for me. 😛
Today is just another normal day to me… Hope that my buddies can pump more motivation into me as time passes… And hope the college doesn’t turn out as bad as how I always mouthed it. But it’s still proving a disappointment to me to see a fucking mad timetable and so far, 2 unconvincing lecturers.
Zzz…
Meanwhile, to those who are taking their UEC, I wish you all well. Fight for chinese education! Fight for the glory of Namewee! XDXD
But I’m serious lah, see how ‘they’ treat us chinese?! Do well, and get outta here, leave this place, bear in mind this country has never gave us independence school students the time of the day in helping us in our struggle! Jia you~~~~~~~~
PS: belated post, it was meant to be posted yesterday, sorry~